Thursday, November 24, 2005:
apology to the world - if it makes life any better, i think i'll just keep quiet from now on. i'm going to disappear from your lives slowly, its not going to make a difference anyway.
and to you. dont be sad okay. so ironic how i'm saying this. actually forget it. we can be sad and cry together.
i wish there were still exams. at least i can still bury myself in my books. and study everything away. every feeling can be buried deep in my books, and it'll fuel me to do more. at least i'll get my As. and time is not wasted staring into nothing. and dont the world dare sympathize me. i dont want your sympathy or pity.
i'm going to make it on my own. just you see.
a shout of praise.
1:16 AM
